crowley

::sighs:: Why must I be tortured so? I finally get a decent guy and he isn't right here with me. Just my luck given my history with guys. Of course he's also the only person not here at school with me that I really want to have contact with, excluding those people that I don't normally talk to.
Translation: I'm feeling rather apathetic towards some of my friends from home. I've been having some bad dreams lately...they may be trying to tell me something.
Freud said something about how being totally honest with yourself is a good exercise. Maybe I need to start being honest with myself.