crowley

I hate my school's server. Anytime we go away for vacation, then come back, nothing ever works right. The only web page that ever comes up is the school's (I already go here and know ALL about the lies you spread, boys) and AIM plays musical chairs with itself. Grr...it's enough to make a girl visit the firearms section of Wal-Mart.
Needless to say, classes start tomorrow. We'll see how that goes.

Don't you hate it when friends have completely lost themselves? And are too blind to see it and refuse to listen to you when you tell them?
I have lost a friend because she has lost her mind. I am willingly cutting her loose because she isn't the same person I used to tell my deepest secrets to.
I'm really sorry...

::sighs:: I'm so tired--in my mind, body and soul. Maybe it's the winter depression, although I know it's not.
What do you do when you get sick of somebody? When you don't understand them anymore and you don't feel any oomph in the relationship anymore? Is it time to try and put the magic back? Or should you just let it crawl into a corner and die like it should? I don't know...I, myself, am torn in two directions. But I have no idea how the other person feels or thinks. Gah...I'm so I-don't-know-what...

::sighs:: Why must I be tortured so? I finally get a decent guy and he isn't right here with me. Just my luck given my history with guys. Of course he's also the only person not here at school with me that I really want to have contact with, excluding those people that I don't normally talk to.
Translation: I'm feeling rather apathetic towards some of my friends from home. I've been having some bad dreams lately...they may be trying to tell me something.
Freud said something about how being totally honest with yourself is a good exercise. Maybe I need to start being honest with myself.